I have nothing to do. It's driving me crazy. Most everyone I know lives in a mildly negative state where they are negative about everything at least to a degree, and I miss being a kid. Justin and are going off birth control on Friday. (I have to have my Mirena removed). I hope I can be a good mommy. I want kids. I don't want to live vicariously ( Read more... )

So. It's May, yes? Two humble months ago, I had hair. (heh). I was also in the time honored tradition that means so much to so many until they graduate and realize, well, that was a fun time I"ll think about maybe once a year from now on and it didn't mean near as much as I acted like....yes. Spring Sing ( Read more... )

Talk about dropping bombs, sheesu. Apparently I'm an initiating figurehead in Xanga Wars! The three major dramatizers of life don't know about this journal of mine, therefore I feel it safe to vent here ( Read more... )

cant stand having more balls than most men.

Banquet dates can be such hard things to obtain! Guh.

CRUSH AGAIN!

more later.

GUH. I hate thinking you have things one way only to find out that you were suppossed to think exactly that in order to be someone else's chess pawn. How is it we manipulate those around us until they are most useful for our means? *shudder*

I'm ready for school now. Is that cool? Can we do that yet?

It's four in the morning. O.o ( Read more... )

Banana!

So if I said Sly's Alter Ego was coming to Oklahoma Christian to do a concert because I booked them, would you come?

Good! Leave April 28th free after your finals.

www.purevolume.com/slysalterego

Ahem. I believe in evolution. (So sorry, Matt.) I believe this because vampires themselves have ceased to exist, but now AT&T does. They have gone from sucking merely blood, but now they just suck so bad it takes up your life, wallet, and trust in their organization ( Read more... )