So, what can I say. I've grown alot. I've grown smarter and just as dumb. I've made more mistakes to count and yet I still find my strength within myself. I'm just living, and existing as one without pause can. I'm a rebel, as one would expect. O but the webs we weave of ourselves. I am happy. I'm really starting to realize what is and isnt ( Read more... )

What can I say? I have been "existing". Living with the constant possibility of Hope, that never dies. I only hope now. I hope that my one will come soon, and I hope that I do not become the failure I feel I'm destined to be ( Read more... )

Well hello friends. I know its been to long, and I have alot to recap so bear with me. Alot has changed. First off I have this amazing new girlfriend. Amanda. She is absolutely beautiful. I have been going in out of the usual spaces and normally just being the person I am inside. I am loved I can tell. I have alot of friends at this point I must ( Read more... )

I 've lost touch. I wonder if anyone wants me back ( Read more... )

I have alot to recap so bear with me, as my thoughts fly about ( Read more... )

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I found this song, that I just never realized until last night how much it really signifies the point I'm at with my X, Wes ( Read more... )

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I have a plethora of possibity in front of me. I think the best thing is I'll have Lj to copy it all when it come s along. I have so many choices and things that could actually affect me in very diverse ways. Like, this saving idea, I could easily do it. For I have confidence in myself. And if I did save then for what? I wonder...if school would be ( Read more... )

So the job is great. Finally found something I am sure I can stick with. I think I finally feel at peace with the chaos that my life has become. Chaos is all the serenity of the insane, and sanity of the simple ( Read more... )