My God.

[darth_parker20]

So, what can I say. I've grown alot. I've grown smarter and just as dumb. I've made more mistakes to count and yet I still find my strength within myself. I'm just living, and existing as one without pause can. I'm a rebel, as one would expect. O but the webs we weave of ourselves. I am happy. I'm really starting to realize what is and isnt defining of my character. Like the way I have feelings for anyone who shows me attention. I mean Sandi and I met once again. A girl from my distant past. A first in my real book of first. Like the first girl I could say I wanted to rescue more than once now however its so set in ways that I can't change, but I am who I am. I have about 2 weeks and I become of legal age to drink. I wish I could say my life had begun or at least had gotten started b4 such a pitifull time, but we reap what we sow. Most certainly. Things are terrible with the girl, so I'll settle for the great guy. Hey, not all of us find change in a half hour. Its a timetaker I assure you. I know most of you will read this and smile slightly at the small mention to my life but what little I can share I shall.

I can say that an answer is adrift in the waterfall of creation. I still have my beliefs as a person, but its time for some upheavel. So foot putting down, maybe with motivation however once it has begun, Mortal Kombat will be flawless. Anyway the day of my birthday is when the Episode 3 book is released. I'm fucking stoked man cause not only do I have that awesome book to look forward to, but my first concert will be in Tallahasse, with the boyfriend. Weird just saying those words. I've not forgotten a thing my friends. And this wont be a burn I assure you. I'm happy.
Life is as it should be.