hey...
What can I say? I have been "existing". Living with the constant possibility of Hope, that never dies. I only hope now. I hope that my one will come soon, and I hope that I do not become the failure I feel I'm destined to be.
I met this girl named Sara and I like here alot. Good times. Like last night we sat in complete darkness while like some people kept putting lighters in their mouths and making huge flames to light the room up, well somehow our hands found each other and I had the most pleasure, I've had holding a hand hear recently. Amanda and I broke up, but it was meant to happen. I am at the point right now where Skaa and sad music really helps...Post some for me. I love Reel Big Fish but I have so little Ska it isnt funny...so help.
My thought these days consist of the people I've never seen but always know my thoughts, and Wes. I hate that combination but I find the hardest thing to do it is to let go. Although I must say, that while I was holding the beautiful Saras' hand, I felt or thought little of Wes...so here's to hope.
I met this girl named Sara and I like here alot. Good times. Like last night we sat in complete darkness while like some people kept putting lighters in their mouths and making huge flames to light the room up, well somehow our hands found each other and I had the most pleasure, I've had holding a hand hear recently. Amanda and I broke up, but it was meant to happen. I am at the point right now where Skaa and sad music really helps...Post some for me. I love Reel Big Fish but I have so little Ska it isnt funny...so help.
My thought these days consist of the people I've never seen but always know my thoughts, and Wes. I hate that combination but I find the hardest thing to do it is to let go. Although I must say, that while I was holding the beautiful Saras' hand, I felt or thought little of Wes...so here's to hope.