i havent written a blog in a long time apparently!! so much has been going on i've just been going like nonstop. lets see, i finally got a raise!!! now i make 10 bucks an hour and i get another one in july!!!! go me!!! i am finally starting to get my shit together and make payments on my bills, and im on a new weight loss kick, im gonna do it ( Read more... )

well i have to let go of the man that could possibly be my soul mate on wed...im scared and i dont feel that im prepard to try to continue what he set me out to do... he wants me to go up to management... he believes in me and im going to lose that cause i am not gonna be able to see him unless he comes to the store to visit.. thats not really ( Read more... )

they both blow thats what!!! apparently someone is still trying to get into my account sorri everyone!!! and i think that i got a cold or something from a chick at work right?? well its not my normal cold, oh no, i cant just have a stuffy nose but, i get to projectile vomite every couple of hours too!!!! yeah!!! go me!! my throat is freaking ( Read more... )

this year has gone by so damn fast...lets c... 1 year ago today i was planning my halloween party with all of my friends, i mean the ones who r there no matter what..and i was so excited cause i was finally on my own.. but sad cause i just totaled my car.. :( now a year later, im living with friends for a couple of months, still driving the pos ( Read more... )

ok i know that being in charge of a crew of people is stressful but still, that is no reason to treat people like shit. my boss, i think, gets off, on being mean to us. he is seriously rude and, his attitude demoralizes the kitchen, we work really great together then he comes in and pow!! its shit he is constently criticising us and me!! oh yeah i ( Read more... )

my boss is an idiot and my back hurts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah its been that long since i have posted anything on here at all!!! who woulda thought that my profile was still here?? not me for sure, but now that i found it i will start to update you all on whats been going on in my life for the last year. oh im not gonna do that right this minute, but when i get some spare time i will :)

so this is going to be my last update for a long time because i am moving and i won't have the internet anymore. so sad.. money is going to be very tight for the next 2 months because i have got to pay rent twice in 4 weeks. oh well, oh yeah i got a speeding ticket the day before my b-day and its like 120 bucks so that has really screwed me over ( Read more... )

so i got my first speeding ticket on thursday... yeah not cool seeing as i am trying to save money so that i won't be entirly broke when i move out.

so yeah i had a panic attack the other night cause i started thinkg that i wouldn't have enough money to pay all of my bills and rent, so i started freaking out and i had to get up and actually write out a budget for myself with a trip budget.., but i felt better afterwords. i still am nervous about moving out on my own though but hey its time i ( Read more... )