scared!!!
so yeah i had a panic attack the other night cause i started thinkg that i wouldn't have enough money to pay all of my bills and rent, so i started freaking out and i had to get up and actually write out a budget for myself with a trip budget.., but i felt better afterwords. i still am nervous about moving out on my own though but hey its time i need my own place yeah i would love to make a lot more money cause i aint going to have any spending cash for a while, but i aint going to kill myself by trying to work 2 jobs.