ok so i met this guy today.... on the internet.  he was accused of rape at his school and quit his frat bc of it.  his longest relationship is 4 months.  he's 19 (born on may 17th, my bday is the 15th... 363 days older than me).  lives in ny near syracuse.  ummmm yeah and his hobbies consist of working out all the time and finding a gf.  ummmm he ( Read more... )

just got back from the city. i have the worst headache ever. all i did today was eat (for free- thanks lou and maryanne) with shannon oh and i hung out with the kids. andrew more than matthew, which sucked bc i hate kids his age. i like babies bc they're the cutest things ever.... of course when they get to be andrew's age (5) they turn into ( Read more... )

its thursday again, he's getting drunk on campus again.... hmmmm i wonder which drunk girl he'll get ass from this time ( Read more... )

ummmm omg i just filled in my name and i got this.... how does it know me (almost) so well??? damn...

omg today has been one of the most stressful days of my life. i woke up at noon after having the best sleep of my life, which hasnt been happening too much lately. i was still tired after that. i soooo did not want to get out of bed. i had to ditch my history class to finish that goddamned paper for acting. i did a horrible job on it but ( Read more... )

hmmmm i wonder which one of my vices will kill me first: cutting, alcohol, purging, pills, chain-smoking, or boys :P

what goes up must come down. alright i know i said adam was my last priority but i broke that rule. i actually broke a lot of the rules i made tonite. drinking, purging, adam, random hookups, whatever... things with him are pretty much dead at this point. its a vicious and retarded cycle. he doesnt talk, i try and talk, he brushes me off, i ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrr my buddy list is full and i dont know who to get rid of. ppl need to stop making up so many damn screen names ::coughs:: lauren ::coughs ( Read more... )

oooooooooh today has been a damn good day. the high that i found myself in last nite has managed to continue, which is long overdue and greatly appreciated. don't worry, i'm very much aware that if i perked up so quickly it can always go down just as quickly. of course now i know how to not let things get to me the way they got to me earlier ( Read more... )

ok this is the longest entry ever..... (as if u couldn't tell by looking at it) and y'know what??? I DONT CARE ( Read more... )