do i give too much, too soon ( Read more... )

some days i wonder what it is that we are after, this world is so big and i want an "ever after ( Read more... )

so detached, so defeated, breathing in this sickness, feeding the lies. when were we distant, ever so far… why not acknowledge instead of leaving it alone? push it down, forget it exists… i hate feeling like were toeing around something bigger than this… it rings in my ears and burns in my chest, i tell you ill stay and your screaming please go…

in days come and gone i can't say i am not managing to withstand here. day by day just making means and living. its been over 3 months since i graduated and i have yet to make as much of an effort to the motion of moving myself in a path to a real career here in NY or within theatre in general. it's not like me to remain this comfortable... all is ( Read more... )

normally i am motivated or affected in order start moving my fingers across these keys and putting words up on this screen... but today... swollen faced, laid down, chillaxing.. i am just conscious and bored. and just thankful ( Read more... )

Living a blessed life. I have been home for a week and a day here in Cape Coral / Fort Myers. but I am seeing how too much of a good thing is bad ( as someone once told me :P ). I have had a great time seeing my biffles and my mom and my dad but I had enough seeing my brother today. I began to see what was a fraction of the reason's as to why I ( Read more... )

it's been a long time coming on here since i think i left anything put pain scribbled on these walls... bleeding the pain that bruised my heart, but never left unaffected... only learning, moving forward, better, stronger ( Read more... )

love ( Read more... )

how is everything so hard without you ( Read more... )

life really has it's way of kicking you while your down doesn't it ( Read more... )