theres some people i know, including my self, who have trouble letting go. letting go of things and people even if they aren't necessarily "good" for us. as i get older and things in my life change i've realized that not everyone is meant to be in your life, even if you really care about them and love them. you are more important. If they bring you ( Read more... )

am·biv·a·lence /æmˈbɪvələns/ [am-biv-uh-luhns ( Read more... )

so here i am again with this unexplainable feeling of powerlessness and its slowly killing me inside. i hate how i know im falling apart inside but i pretend like every things okay. well its not okay, and it scares the fucking shit out of me to accept that and even though deep down inside i know this im still living in denial every day. i've never ( Read more... )

what to say, what to say. what to say ( Read more... )

"I guess ( Read more... )

trust as few as you can, because its only the people that you trust that can truly hurt you.i mean i already knew this, hell i learned this a longggggggg time ago but still i guess you really don't see someone for who they truly are until they are put to the test and fail ( Read more... )

so basically 08 has not been too cracking for me so far. it has basically been full of too much stupid drama and too much weed. haha. it just sucks cause i have come to the realization that i cant trust barely anyone in my life. like there is seriously not one person i can tell EVERYTHING to and not feel judged or stupid. and how can i trust my ( Read more... )

"I am just another fool and I have to keep telling myself that.
I am just a hypocrite and I have to keep calling you one.
cause I forgot to bite my tongue and my assumption is the mother of all mistakesas I assume the role open my mouth and clumsy words escape ( Read more... )

"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who wont anymore, and who always will. so don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."

three years ago i never thought i would be standing here in basically the same position, i've held back the truth for too long and i honestly believe that im truly ready for change and a fresh start.

"sometimes the beginning of the rest of your life, starts with goodbye."