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I lost my ambition some way along the road
Sometimes, I amaze myself with the uncanny ability I have to make my own life difficult every single time. The job hunt has gone on for quite a while, and my state of mind has also undergone various changes, specifically alternating between feeble optimism and extreme cynicism. It is unhealthy, and the only coping mechanism I know is to drown it ( Read more... ) -
Rock bands have never been more adorable
For the past twelve days, I have been obsessively watching and listening to anything and everything I can find about this band. I was watching Running Man and admiring the beauty of Song Joongki when Haha and Sukjin started singing 「외톨이야, 외톨이야, dara diri dara du～」 to random Japanese tourists for a mission in Episode 7. On a whim, I decided to check ( Read more... ) -
Limbo
I feel like I have so much yet so little to say these days. I need to clean my room. I need to organise another list of companies to apply to. I want to learn knitting and send my first scarf to the semi-stranger I met in Korea. I want to learn programming and create simple applications for fun. I want to learn driving. I need to stop being ( Read more... ) -
The greater good
The elections concluded at 3am today. I went to seven opposition rallies in a span of five days and my only regret is not to have attended them since Day 1, because I would have loved to listen to what each party has to say and experience the different crowds and atmosphere ( Read more... ) -
Fickle
I almost made my payment for the air ticket to Korea this afternoon, but there was some problem with my card and now I have to wait a few days for it to be fixed ( Read more... ) -
Do not hope, do not dream
All I do these days is to daydream about unattainable beauty, I apologise. Though the reason for a lack of update is legitimate: I am trying to cope with my graduation project, a graphic design class, Spanish, a radio show, and the Japanese lessons I am taking outside school ( Read more... ) -
I am sorry, it is human nature to gravitate towards beautiful things
It was a terrible day at work today. Watching him across the desk, with two computer screens hiding you from view, you wished you shared the same camaraderie he shared with the boss. You wished the boss would give you half the attention he lavished him with. You wished you were not so weak-willed and envious, and were more eloquent or charming or ( Read more... ) -
I am the world's greatest fool
This is an analogy ( Read more... ) -
Help
折れた淡い翼
君は少し
青すぎる空に疲れただけさ
I hate my indecisiveness and bad decisions. -
Let me bring out the dogs, y'all ready or what
The thing about me and K-pop is this: I find it extremely difficult to care about bands and their songs - I mean, I don't mind checking out a YouTube video someone pimped out, but more often than not I forget about its contents the moment it finishes playing. And even if I pick up a particular track from some artiste, I am seldom motivated to ( Read more... )