I lost my ambition some way along the road

[dandellions]

Sometimes, I amaze myself with the uncanny ability I have to make my own life difficult every single time. The job hunt has gone on for quite a while, and my state of mind has also undergone various changes, specifically alternating between feeble optimism and extreme cynicism. It is unhealthy, and the only coping mechanism I know is to drown it

Comments

[leviosa8]

Even your dream job can get tiresome after a while.

[dandellions]

Hi Levi! I am sorry that I never replied to comments these days and I am grateful that you stuck around (: This year has been mentally exhausting, but things are finally starting to sort themselves out.

[leviosa8]

Don't worry, we all have our times. : )
The job hunt is a stressful period of time, so don't worry about anything else. I hope you can sort yourself out soon, but in the meantime, why not trying new things?