it's all happening

I was talking to one of my good friends I live in the dorms with.  She was talking about how busy she has been lately and said to me, "You know, when a whole day goes by that I don't see you, I just feel weird.  Things don't feel right.  I hate being so busy, but I hope you know that if I didn't have so much to do, you're the one person I would ( Read more... )

You're probably wondering or not wondering about what the hell is going on in my life.  I am wondering and not wondering the same thing.  I feel like ever since I came back for winter term, I've dropped off the face of the earth, san diego-wise.  I rarely call people, and when I do, it's just to remind them i still care.  I don't want people to ( Read more... )

theres so much to say on how i'm feeling
or whats been going on
but my computer is not working due to multiple issues and viruses and stupid problems i don't have time to fix right now
so i am typing this on my roommates computer at 8 in the morning even though i dont have class for two hours
however, she is loud while getting ready and has left for ( Read more... )

I am really hurt and sad and, sorry to be so blunt, but i can't understand why so many people are being such jerks.  Whether it's the inevitable talking about me behind my back or having people act like they're too good for a little get-together(and no that is not directed at one person) when all I really wanted is to tell you all how much i'll ( Read more... )

Maybe it's like wishes and you're not supposed to tell them, but Sunday morning in ocean beach i filled out a prayer request card asking for everyone to find happiness in themselves.

I haven't been getting enough sleep but for the right reasons(studying and adventures).
Today was too much to handle as were my emotions so I came home early.

Watched " ( Read more... )

bored bored bored
random bad moods from other people
then those people purposely making me feel like shit

mostly though, a boring day

painting and the hopeful possibility of a job were the only good things today

It is officially my birfday right now.
:]

this week(well since like thursday) was very incredible.
i'd love for everyone to come see the play.

umm life is good.
i'm 18.  still a kid though, most definitely.

I wear my heart on my sleeve
and i don't stop caring

im sensitive
but sensible
my emotions are usually in the right

i guess i just keep getting reminded of what matters
but i dont think i really want to be reminded
i just want to live and kinda neglect what all is really happening

to top it all off, theres like 60 days of school left and that definitely ( Read more... )

Taco bell for breakfast with breadsticks and starbucks.  Stamp vending machinces.
"Whats my vibe?"
"Thats legit."

Two and a half our drive but it was okay.  No traffic and we used the carpool lane.  Listened to Rilo Kiley for a while, then Tilly and the Wall, then random songs.  So nice.

Potato rolled tacos and lots of talking.  Car, then non stop ( Read more... )