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theres so much to say on how i'm feeling
or whats been going on
but my computer is not working due to multiple issues and viruses and stupid problems i don't have time to fix right now
so i am typing this on my roommates computer at 8 in the morning even though i dont have class for two hours
however, she is loud while getting ready and has left for class
so i am now awake with permission to use this
i was so upset last night i couldn't even do my homework
i just snuggled with a big fluffy pillow on harrison's couch while talking to him and lee and liz and wishing i was home
maybe not home
just anywhere else
somewhere by myself
somewhere i could act how i feel and let this mess of emotions sort itself out
and not have my friends think i hate them
so when i finally dragged myself to bed last night
i told harrison that i was going to wake up and feel good about today
because i have so many recitations today that i absolutely can't skip class
and i have to be alert and pay attention
so i guess i should be content today
and not care if people think that i dont care
but just care about myself and my school work and my health
because i really dont want to get this stupid norovirus thats spreading around campus
so i will go finish my homework
and get ready
and go learn
and meet jenni at the library this afternoon
and listen to cat power on my ipod
or whats been going on
but my computer is not working due to multiple issues and viruses and stupid problems i don't have time to fix right now
so i am typing this on my roommates computer at 8 in the morning even though i dont have class for two hours
however, she is loud while getting ready and has left for class
so i am now awake with permission to use this
i was so upset last night i couldn't even do my homework
i just snuggled with a big fluffy pillow on harrison's couch while talking to him and lee and liz and wishing i was home
maybe not home
just anywhere else
somewhere by myself
somewhere i could act how i feel and let this mess of emotions sort itself out
and not have my friends think i hate them
so when i finally dragged myself to bed last night
i told harrison that i was going to wake up and feel good about today
because i have so many recitations today that i absolutely can't skip class
and i have to be alert and pay attention
so i guess i should be content today
and not care if people think that i dont care
but just care about myself and my school work and my health
because i really dont want to get this stupid norovirus thats spreading around campus
so i will go finish my homework
and get ready
and go learn
and meet jenni at the library this afternoon
and listen to cat power on my ipod