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Two Faced
I started my new job after months of not working but I am having an issue. There is someone I work with, a girl who I think has it in for me. She has made comments that seem to be directed at me, direct indirects I would say. I do not really want to have any problems so I have let them slide but my mom thinks I should let my manager know. I don't ( Read more... ) -
happiness starts here
I have been feeling a lot better lately. Getting a job has helped me a lot. I used to feel really bad about the fact that I didn't have a job, not only because I couldn't pay the bills but also because I felt like a failure. I didn't realize it until I didn't have a job how much of a purpose it gives to ones life to do something ( Read more... ) -
conversation with mother
Yesterday was a very strange day. I was driving with my mom, we were going to get something to eat since it was around three in the afternoon and I hadn't eaten anything yet. We were discussing people that are spanish but refuse to speak spanish because they think they are above it. She told me that I was heading down that path because when we go ( Read more... ) -
Nerves
Ok tomorrow I go in for my testing. And I am kind of nervous. I mean I really want to get this job but what if I mess up? Honestly I don't feel very confident and hopefully it doesn't show. Well I mean I'm confident in the tests, just I'm not so sure about the interview. My confidence was shaken when I went for that first interview. They asked me a ( Read more... ) -
Black Day
Well today it rained all day. There's like a depression or something on the east side of the state that's causing it to be rainy all week. Well there go my plans to run this week ( Read more... ) -
Hesitant
I don't know. It's been a weird day. Ive been reading Breaking Dawn to finish the series, but its like I dont want to finish it. I usually devote special time to the books until I breeze through them but maybe not this one because its the last one. Sometimes I hate to reach the end of a good book I'm reading. That and the fact that is like over 700 ( Read more... ) -
another day
Oh man, I went to sleep so late yesterday. At 4 in the morning, no scratch that at almost 4:30. And I have a friend that tells me that happens since I'm not working and I think he's right. But on friday I go to my testing and hopefully something good will come of it ( Read more... ) -
Im subdued
I heard back from the job that I applied to and they want me in for testing. I hope this goes well. I really need to start working. I'm getting restless plus I need more money coming in. I just don't want to get my hopes up because it seems that whenever I do they get dashed ( Read more... )