Ok this is special because its a reoccurring dream on the same day. I was in mexico in a an arcade and there is this super mean woman sitting on a stool yelling at two children. Sadly it seemed as if she once was a beautiful woman that had just been beaten down by life. She was yelling at the kids and crying at the same time; she was telling ( Read more... )

ok so here's the stitch. I've been seeing Xavier for a little over a month and its going well. I like him- the problem is that I used to really like him. For a couple of weeks I've felt as if he wants to be friends with benefits. I tried having the "are we boyfriend and girlfriend" conversation and that didn't go well. I ended up walking away ( Read more... )

Ok so when I was home over winter break we had to clean out the garage for the people that were moving in. And I found SOME of the things I had written in times of desperation and sadness and also found two letters that I kept from Eric. I was reading over them and *breaths* it just took me back to that place. It makes me really sad thinking ( Read more... )

this one I think is part my imagination and part some movie I saw that I don't remember either that or I've had it before. And I've forgotten huge chunks ( Read more... )

I just realized in my sleepy haze that I haven't updated at all on this school year.... weird. I was studying for an exam and actually wondered have I even written anything on this year.... I look and no! outrageous ( Read more... )

why, why is sex such a big deal. Good God! this is so annoying. Im dating this cat and I like him. He's nice to me and he's smart and I have a really good time with him. But God dammit, every time we have hang out he has to bring up sex. Ugh! I know that sex is important to the relationship but he has a way of making it seem as if Im on a ( Read more... )

Ok so here is the situation. Morgan and I have broken up. I don't think she really see's it yet but its happened. Over the past year or so we've broken up and it just came to a point last week. I confronted her about it. I was trying to be calm, cool, and collected but I was an emotional wreck. Everything that came out of my mouth was from a ( Read more... )

Ok now this one is really weird because it is a continuation of a dream started earlier in the week. Another thing is that it was really long..... I remember a lot of it but I don't know if the sequence is right. so yea ( Read more... )

OK semester is officially over WED. I mean this WED isn't that glorious. Im so excited. I stated planning what I was going to do the day after finals a month ago. I am going to SF with Devon, Linda, and Katie. To a comedy club, dinner, and then a bar that hopefully has a dance floor and good music. LINDA is driving. I plan to drink very ( Read more... )

Ok.... this is bad.... I mean really bad. I desperately need to study and can't. Im sitting here going over my notes as my attention span and circulation to my brain is receding and nothing is going in. Thank god this thing has spell check! I tried not studying and coming back to it but I can't... I've tried eating and coming back... I can't, I ( Read more... )