Many years ago, I lost my girlfriend in a car accident. I was completely crushed. She was heavily into selfharm and we used to sit together in the bath tub when she either cut herself or asked me to cut her. We played with the blood and I huged, kissed her and I took her in my arms, passing my hand over her head till we both fell asleep. I wonder ( Read more... )

Originally posted by drenshawtennant at Speechless.
Newspaper rang me to day for a comment on my brother's being accused of raping his two teenaged step-daughters ( Read more... )

I cut this last Tuesday do I wouldn't have a panic attack before school in the morning because I had no weed. It's been the first cut in a while that I've been satisfied with so here it is when I cut it

It cut through the fat and exposed a lot of the next layer which makes me happy :) here's pics of the healing process until now. At first it got ( Read more... )

You have eyes but cannot see what you are doing to yourself ( Read more... )

Life goes on ( Read more... )

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It has 1307 days or 3 years, 6 months, 28 days since I've self-harmed.  I don't even think about the impulse anymore.

I still see my scars as a daily reminder of when my illness had a hold of my soul - but I've beaten it.

I wanted to share this with you.

I feel alone tonight.
( Talk of suicide and self-injury... )

Had a crack at it backstage, as it were, but I still feel too ugly and ashamed to front up properly. Avatar or not. Too busy being shy and looking at my feet, I've walked this rut into a trench deeper than I can see out of. Let alone do anything helpful for others or anything at all creative; I can't even seem to journal my stupid behaviour anymore ( Read more... )

I just want to cut, I haven't cut in a while ( Read more... )