Besides feeling sorry for myself... I went to the dr. today, a different one than usual. He was very cool to talk to. The other one, not so much, what a christ-fucking bitch, another post altogether.... 
So anyways I was put on meds 8 months ago, for anxiety ans social anxiety. So she(the christ-fucker), put me on an anti-depressant, then added an ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely, as people often do. Seems odd, considering you are surrounded by people. Anyways, I just feel really shitty, in a limbo. Whiny, maybe. Everybody's got a chip now and again, right? Maybe it is just the season of giving that makes me crazy. HA season of giving and being greedy, is more like it. I am so super stressed out, too many ( Read more... )

 So yes the amazing guy I have been talking to....................... Well it is not going t happen. The whole distance thing. Me not having a vehicle right now. My oh so fun retail job, I will be working 6 days a week. So it really is just bad timing right now.We wouldn't have any time to be together anyhow.  And he is a horny old man. He really ( Read more... )

 First of all I am not veagn, well not yet anyhow. I am not even a rawist,yet.....I was just reading more about it and thinking about it. I am veggie, have been for about 10 years. I do my part to recycle and such. But was thinking about how much water is wasted on rinsing recyclables and energy to reuse it. I am not saying recycling and reusing ( Read more... )