Laugh your fucking asses offffff
So yes the amazing guy I have been talking to....................... Well it is not going t happen. The whole distance thing. Me not having a vehicle right now. My oh so fun retail job, I will be working 6 days a week. So it really is just bad timing right now.We wouldn't have any time to be together anyhow. And he is a horny old man. He really has to have his needs met, which does deter me a bit. I mean he says he is really "into" me, but he is wanting it real bad.... Well maybe I just made a friend then... I was really hoping things would go better, I really like him, dammit.
On another note. As good as he does make me feel, I have soooo much other stress right now. I have been fighting the urge to start cutting again. I haven't done this in quite awhile, years actually. But oh well, my leg is nice and bloody now. Yippy!!!! Maybe I will get some work done now.... I fucking hate my worthless life. I just want a shotgun.
On another note. As good as he does make me feel, I have soooo much other stress right now. I have been fighting the urge to start cutting again. I haven't done this in quite awhile, years actually. But oh well, my leg is nice and bloody now. Yippy!!!! Maybe I will get some work done now.... I fucking hate my worthless life. I just want a shotgun.