And again, I lay here trying to sleep and I start thinking... fuck thinking ( Read more... )

God, I cannot concentrate on anything ( Read more... )

Welcome back, depression...

Wish I could say I was glad to see you again... but I would prefer if you would go the fuck away from here.

I'm not that lucky, I know.

Monday can't some soon enough... sleeping ALL DAY... at least that's the goal...

God, why do I keep doing this to myself ( Read more... )

Don't really know what I should feel right now ( Read more... )

Names have been changed... Thought it would be weird/bad luck to use my family's actual names since it was a realistic dream... so if you know me, you should be able to figure it out. If you don't enjoy the sad story ( Read more... )

It is good to know that I have no real friends ( Read more... )

Don't know what to do with myself at the moment...

I don't feel like doing anything, yet there is so much I need to do.

Haven't felt this down in a LONG time. Hate it. Want it to go away.

I have a feeling I'm going to be feeling like this for a very long time now.

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So, just got back from Windmoor a couple hours ago (hospital that my mom, and I, now work for). Second job has started, yay! This should be interesting, and we shall see how it goes ( Read more... )