Cant believe I am even wasting my time on this bullshit account. Only got this account cause of that rat bitch...fucking whore ( Read more... )

I know I never write here...theres a reason...if you dont know it yet, pull ur head out of ur ass. I need to get this off my chest, and this is the safest place to do it ( Read more... )

You know what....there was a few people in my life before who seem to me now to be the only problems Ive had. Their names are Jeni and Shandi. Shandi was hell bent on ruining my life, she really was. Every time there would be some "issue" with me, it was the whole family's business and everyone had their own small opinions. If I was a weaker ( Read more... )

No more crewboy85 any where, no LJ no sn no nothing. I have new info, u want it? u know how to get a hold of me.

There is a reason I am going to school in Fl. To escape from this BULLSHIT place that it has been my displeasure to call home for my entire life. You all want to know why I call Daytona home? Because it feels more like a home to me. It is MY home. When I go down there, I know where I am, who I am with, what I am doing, if I am happy or not... ( Read more... )

Not good enough still? Figures ( Read more... )

I am going to spill my guts right now, cause I havent in a while ( Read more... )

Well, I AM the worst person alive and I am not worth it. Guess that shows me what I must do...goodbye everyone...

I posted to a certain someones LJ praying to god they call me or email me or something. I know I screwed up and I hate myself for it...and maybe its a horrible time to say it, but this whole situation was a wake-up call...and one that came too late at that. I hope she calls me, cause I am at my end...I miss her more than anything in this world... ( Read more... )

Some people know my deepest and darkest inner fears and desires, passions and defeats, and that person that I trusted with that information and the person I wanted to be friends with forever, has left me. Unexplicably left, just up and left...Idk why, she wont talk to me anymore...shes one of many who has done the same thing...I guess its not them ( Read more... )