Jan 04, 2005 16:57
There is a reason I am going to school in Fl. To escape from this BULLSHIT place that it has been my displeasure to call home for my entire life. You all want to know why I call Daytona home? Because it feels more like a home to me. It is MY home. When I go down there, I know where I am, who I am with, what I am doing, if I am happy or not...and usually I am very happy. I have great friends down there, not that I dont have a few good ones here, but ALL of the ones I have there are loyal and fun to be around, not keniving and backstabbing. Theres something about Riddle, they don't look out for number 1, they look out for YOU! They expect you to do the same, and thats how friendships work. When I come home, I get caught up in all the bullshit of friendships here. Oh so-and-so did this, and she did this to this guy, but that guy is a prick, and that girl has turned into a slut. WTF?! whats WRONG with you people?! This is REAL life, pinch yourself! This isnt some overacted afternoon soap opera u can flip to channel 7 and watch everyday. I am sick of people saying ur a great friend then the next day talking about you behind your back. Its gonna happen no matter who it is or where you go, but here its backstabbing! I hate this place so much....
And love? yea fucking right. First Shandi was a total bust, should have seen that coming. Megan was a bust too...thought she was perfect...Shandi was a bigger bust the second time...now Jeni randomly severs every single shread of contact with her? I give the fuck up on this place. But at least I am going back down to school a single man, I can search around for someone who won't randomly stop talking to you, be the biggest bitch to you, or be the fakest person alive.
Wtf I dont care anymore, I am done with Northern Va, fuckin fake ass bullshit.
Thank you to Bekah, Leslie, Jason for always being there for me when every single other person abandoned me.