Another year went by. Things are still the same. Still in love with S, even tho we completely broke off every contact. Why? I wish I knew ( Read more... )

There are days we dont talk at all. She is so distant. It hurts so much. I miss her so much and I definitively love her too much.
Where is the switch to turn it all off???

It's been a while...
I'm glad this place still exist though, because I need it now. I need to get stuff off my chest about what's going on in my life, what happened and in what great mess I'm in.

It's good noone knows about this blog, it's a save haven, because what I'm going to tell is not pretty and I have no idea how, when and why it all started ( Read more... )

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Yes, they brought her back.
But you don't tell the man you want to get away from, to free yourself, I love you, if you plan to fake your death and run away with the ex-husband.
The betrayal is huge and for the first time a season doesn't end on a lizzington note.
This still sucks big time!!!

Tonight's the night. Season finale. We'll finally learn if they bring her back. The past weeks have been really difficult. Watching Reddington's pain was unbearable intense and heartbreaking and I think I haven't cried this much since my dad died.

#emmyforspader

Just bring her back, please!!! *sigh*

It's been a while, but hey I'm still alive ( Read more... )

I've finished my first Lizzington fic. More than 10 years after my last J/C fic this comes out.
I'm really happy about it.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/4151298

Half way through the finale I was about to leave the show for good. It wasn't acceptable at all ( Read more... )

One day till the finale. I think I'll go down with this ship. So sick and tired of snarky Liz.
All team!red now. Summer break is well needed. James has lost so much weight, that can't be healthy at all, my poor baby. Still fucking handsome and sexy though. God, I want him so much!


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