Love is when your fiance decides (on his own) to grow out his hair to look like Dave Grohl for you. lol

Also, I'm down 38 pounds, pretty sure I found THE dress, and we're going to see the Zelda Symphony in Grand Rapids on Saturday.

So today I went to the ENT specialist to see if fixing my deviated septum will help with my sleep apnea. She seems to think it will help but it won't allow me to stop using the cpap. Looks like I will be going to the Alternative to CPAP clinic to come up with a combination plan. Most likely surgically fixing my nose and then using an oral device ( Read more... )

So Chris isn't talking to me which isn't good when you're supposed to be getting married next year. Here's what happened ( Read more... )

I have an intolerance to people who don't keep their promises and don't put in an effort. You can fail miserably but as long as you make an effort I will still be in your corner. Most days I feel like a huge failure. I'm constantly in pain, stressed, and feel like I'm physically unable to put in the effort I want to. Because of this it enrages ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted anything in over three years. So quick overview ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in awhile again. My sister is getting a divorce, online, and Brittany is pregnant. Besides that I'm good. Work is frustrating but good. The choir is frustrating but good. And Chris is only slightly frustrating but amazing. I guess that's about it.

I just realized I hadn't posted since Grandma Lucy passed. The funeral was emotional but good. I made it through singing and everything. I kind of wish I could have shared some of the good news with her ( Read more... )

My Grandma Lucy passed away today. Please keep our family in your prayers. And pray that no one else related to me dies for awhile. My step-grandmother passed in July and my great-uncle passed a little over a week ago. Not sure if I'll be sane (as much as I already am) if anything else happens.

I'm still at the temp job. I still hate it. I'm paying $50 weekly for insurance that won't cover pre-existing conditions (my FM). Also, I'm in so much pain from the humidity that I just want to sleep till summer is over ( Read more... )

Week 3 of the temp job from hell is almost over. I got my hopes up earlier when Keith (the guy I'm covering for) called and might be back on wheelchair restriction. Of course Doug (the manager) made it a point to tell Mike that I would answer to him only to make it less confusing. Which makes me think I might be here another week. I know, I ( Read more... )