just cuz i had to write some shit. so i dunno whats going on with me.... am i pmsing or am i really feeling unsure. this week sucked hardcore. steve did nothing but make me feel bad about going to florida cuz i wasn't going to be there with his family for easter, fuck that shit i never celebrated it i don't care to now. all i know is my uncle ( Read more... )

AHHH ok, so long time since i've been here, that's a new line... anywho so much good and bad shit has happened. ok well, to start steve and i are still seeing each other and last thursday we made our couple status official. He told me he'd been thinking about it and we've been messing around for over 5 months and it was time he stopped sitting ( Read more... )

That's what Tanner said to me. When we first started talking, i just told him i had a crush on him and i just wanted to kiss him not fuck him. His reply to that was, well we wouldnt fuck anyway. But an hour later he tells me he wants to be in me so bad... WTF? Yet i am the bad influence. And i stopped talking to him for a while and he was the ( Read more... )

WOWsers. ok once again so much to say cuz i hardly have time anymore. Aaron, the personal trainer, invited me over to watch a movie and i stayed at his house until 2 in the morning talking about shit. Then he sent me an email and he told me that God has brought him into my life and some fucking crazy shit. So what did i do? hung out with him ( Read more... )

soooooooo much has happened. well i had been sick for like two weeks straight i had a germ in my stomach and then i got a fever and a cough and a headache. so i got on these drugs and one of the side effects was mood swings. all friday and saturday i was depressed and cried. So saturday i skipped school and got my hair cut uber short. it was ( Read more... )

I have officially gone to a club. It was a lame club but beggers cant be choosers. it was me ashton her friends from work and my buddy Edsson. no one was there pretty much when we got there. And the music was all spanish music, which is ok if you know how to dance to it. So i was kind of depressed. But then some reggaeton came on and me and ( Read more... )

lol yea back from new hampshire tearin up the slopes you know how i roll. gosh nothing to update really. Hopefully i'll be getting a new job i'll have a regular schedule and guarunteed moneyz. That is always good ( Read more... )

so that is Tyson Beckford, who a lot of girls say that kevin looks like. I see a little resemblence, i mean hey i'll take what i can, if i can date a guy that other girls think looks like that then i KNOW i am doin good for myself ( Read more... )

lol ok so wow so much has happened right ( Read more... )

ok, i never talked about the dream i had about a manager i have a crush on. it was quite exhilerating. So anyway, i'll give you a background of him then proceed on with the dream. His name is tanner. He used to be security but when one of the managers got fired he rose in the ranks. i didnt really work with him too much and didnt pay him too ( Read more... )