I'm the bad influence?!

[crazyfistsgirl]

That's what Tanner said to me. When we first started talking, i just told him i had a crush on him and i just wanted to kiss him not fuck him. His reply to that was, well we wouldnt fuck anyway. But an hour later he tells me he wants to be in me so bad... WTF? Yet i am the bad influence. And i stopped talking to him for a while and he was the one that began talking to me again. BOYS are stupid. So what do i do? I go see him last night. WE make out and what not and it was cool. bUt i don't think that passion for him was there. With steve in the picture... like i dunno how to feel anymore. I dont know how steve really feels about me and well tanner he's just there cuz he's a horny mofo. I know i really like steve but i still dont want a relationship. If he offered i dunno what i'd say, but i dont think he will. Though i will say i woke up feeling accomplished. I finally got to make out with tanner and we did it in my car while listening to Deftones which is kind of a fantasy of mine. teehee.

well i've got to get off to work and steve is working with me tonight!! yay!!! i wore the pants he likes ;-P

Ok so maybe i'm a bit of a bad influence, but you know you like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!