I'm Sprung
lol ok so wow so much has happened right?
so after about two weeks(after i split with kevin) of trying to get with Monty boy i realized our schedules conflict too much.... And my little crush on my manager, what can i say it was a crush.
During those two weeks i thought a lot about kevin. Him and Baaba talked a lot and he really missed me, cuz i kinda gave him the cold shoulder, but i was busy- insane busy. I didnt really mean to blow him off. So then he told baaba that i just needed to choose what i wanted or i would lose him. It dawned on me that i didnt want that. One night he came to pick up my brother to work and i talked to him about what he said that i was ignoring him etc. Then he asked me if i thought that he didnt pay enough attention to me when we would talk on the phone. I of course said yea. I called him later and we talked about it more and i told him what was up and was open and honest with him about how i felt. Afterwards, i felt great, i finally opened up to him. That's all i needed to do, and since he knew what he was doing wrong, everything is where it should be. so we went to the movies and made out a couple of weekends in a row and that was great. I just feel so much for him then i did before, and i can talk to him and tell him everything, it's great.
OK and i started Cosmotology school!!!! hahaha, my motivation: Money. Doing hair is a lucrative business, and after working a couple of weeks at montgomery mall and seeing all the rich people with their Louis Vuittan (SP?) and chanel and D&C and gucci and fendi and prada shit i was like, thats how i want to be. is that so wrong? Besides i enjoy messing with my hair and other people's hair. I know i wont be insane rich but i will be able to afford some of the nicer things life offers. i'm not going to be rediculous and spend $400 on a pair of sun-glasses, i'll still be thrifty ;-D
what else what else... I kirked out on ed, it was kinda funny, but it was unneccessary. See he was all trying to be my friend, which i thought was an ok idea, but the more i thought about it i was like, What for? I shoulda just told him how i felt instead of telling him he looked like a fool for wearing a girls hoody. Oh well, he'll get over it, i heard he's getting action from a 15 year old so what does he care about me anymore, muahahahahha. i was so proud of myself for hatin on him lolz.
OH Ian is getting married, i mighta mentioned that before but whatever, i'm in the wedding and that'll be cool. I just hope i'm not the "always a bridesmaid never a bride." The way Baaba tells me Kevin be talking about us makes me feel like that aint gonna happen so i think i'll be oks. ;-D Gosh that boy is so great. What was wrong with me before?
that's all for now i guess....
so after about two weeks(after i split with kevin) of trying to get with Monty boy i realized our schedules conflict too much.... And my little crush on my manager, what can i say it was a crush.
During those two weeks i thought a lot about kevin. Him and Baaba talked a lot and he really missed me, cuz i kinda gave him the cold shoulder, but i was busy- insane busy. I didnt really mean to blow him off. So then he told baaba that i just needed to choose what i wanted or i would lose him. It dawned on me that i didnt want that. One night he came to pick up my brother to work and i talked to him about what he said that i was ignoring him etc. Then he asked me if i thought that he didnt pay enough attention to me when we would talk on the phone. I of course said yea. I called him later and we talked about it more and i told him what was up and was open and honest with him about how i felt. Afterwards, i felt great, i finally opened up to him. That's all i needed to do, and since he knew what he was doing wrong, everything is where it should be. so we went to the movies and made out a couple of weekends in a row and that was great. I just feel so much for him then i did before, and i can talk to him and tell him everything, it's great.
OK and i started Cosmotology school!!!! hahaha, my motivation: Money. Doing hair is a lucrative business, and after working a couple of weeks at montgomery mall and seeing all the rich people with their Louis Vuittan (SP?) and chanel and D&C and gucci and fendi and prada shit i was like, thats how i want to be. is that so wrong? Besides i enjoy messing with my hair and other people's hair. I know i wont be insane rich but i will be able to afford some of the nicer things life offers. i'm not going to be rediculous and spend $400 on a pair of sun-glasses, i'll still be thrifty ;-D
what else what else... I kirked out on ed, it was kinda funny, but it was unneccessary. See he was all trying to be my friend, which i thought was an ok idea, but the more i thought about it i was like, What for? I shoulda just told him how i felt instead of telling him he looked like a fool for wearing a girls hoody. Oh well, he'll get over it, i heard he's getting action from a 15 year old so what does he care about me anymore, muahahahahha. i was so proud of myself for hatin on him lolz.
OH Ian is getting married, i mighta mentioned that before but whatever, i'm in the wedding and that'll be cool. I just hope i'm not the "always a bridesmaid never a bride." The way Baaba tells me Kevin be talking about us makes me feel like that aint gonna happen so i think i'll be oks. ;-D Gosh that boy is so great. What was wrong with me before?
that's all for now i guess....