i'm going home tuesday, and i can't wait. this time, i think there are people to see and things to do in Valpo. there's el amigo to eat, parking lots in which to loiter, movies to watch, books to read, coffee to sip ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I feel like I can't get close to anyone without feeling like I'm stepping on their toes or they're stepping on mine. My best friends, my interests, my family. God. And it all happens at the same time. I just don't get it ( Read more... )

( layers like an onion )

Last night I had the second wedding dream I've had in a week. I don't know who I married the first time, but this time, I'm pretty sure I was making preparations to marry Kevin Foertsch. Of all people. And I had another dream last night were I was having sex with Ryan in a mall of all places. Why are my exes infiltrating my dreams? They really ( Read more... )

i totally just freaked out. big time. in awe.

happenstance. fucks with one's head.
i thought i was just seeing things.
2.5 hours of sleep can do that to a girl.

holy mother.

so, i've decided to resurrect my livejournal. it's been forever. i seem to do this every few years when i really feel like i need it again. i will speak elusively of most things, as i really don't feel like locking every entry like i used to ( Read more... )

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... )

so, it's been a while. i'm at school, my roommate is pretty much the eptiome of awesome. i got dumped the day before school started, but that's okay, I guess. I've been working out a lot, I'm doing crew (rowing, for those who dont know), and it's kicking my ass and I love it ( Read more... )

Your Daddy Is Bill O'Reilly
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I'm single.
It was hard, but it was right.

what a cunning way to condescend.

fuck that.  it's hard.  it hurts.  i dont have anyone here like i had with him.  he doesnt need me because he has filled what i have empty.

i dont want to go back to old me.  dont let me, please.