I am really to the point where i just dont understand what the hell i've done wrong.
Why do parents act the way they do sometimes?.. Well i should say "parent". What happened to "daddy's little girl.. what happened to "hey, i love you jess.." I mean yes i understand i done "wrong". When really we are just two stubborn people who feel exactly the ( Read more... )

so this past weekend was probably the most fun i have had in a while... 
it wasn't anything spectacular... just friends [[a weird group of friends]] hanging out.. laughing.. things we'll always remember and of course things you might want to forget. ..lol. friday night i seen celeste for a while.. saturday night i seen like everybody...lol i spent ( Read more... )

i never get around to this thing anymore.. but i was just reading some of the old ones..... oh the times we did have.... lol. 
out of everything that happened.. every break up... every bad night... every thing that i overcome....i swear i wouldnt trade a bit of it.
yes, i met some people i would probably have been better off not even speaking to... ( Read more... )

as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will...
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time...
You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken...
You'll fight with your best friends...
You'll blame a new love for something an old one ( Read more... )

so tonight me and jacob had to go to the funeral home for michael, nick, and joey's dad... i have never really had something like that happen to someone i was acutally friends with....but i seen tonight how everyone really pulled together for each other... it was different... i seen some of the strong, emotionless people just break down into tears ( Read more... )

so.. its almost christmas.. and i have gotten anyone anything yet... 
i think i know what im gonna get my mom... i have NO clue what to get jacob... i do have my uncle something.. i think i know what im gonna get my aunt... and the rest of the family..well mom will handle that..lol.

so today is 4 months for me and jacob... it seems so short...but ( Read more... )

so basically.... its been quite a while.

no one ever reads these things anymore, but im bored as hell at the tanning bed right now.

these past 3 months have been the best. 
i've been dating jacob 3 months on the 18th. and its great and sooo soo different this time.  its very hard to deal with sometimes, i do admit that... with everything that has ( Read more... )

so i have came to the conclusion that i have became the most hateful/emotional person ever. everything i do or everything i see just makes me want to cry and i really dont know how i hold it in...i really dont.  who whould have thought i'd let you get the best of me... i mean really... your not any better than anyone else... and maybe its just the ( Read more... )

Well im sitting here at 7 in the morning... i cant sleep and dont have anyone to talk to this early but jacob and i dont want to talk to him...

so this has basically been the weekend from HELL!!! and that is no understatement.
friday night i dont know really what all happened.. all i know is me and jamison broke up because of it.... he already has ( Read more... )

its. those SUMMER DAYS with nothing to do except soke up the sun with a few -good friends- .and. those SUMMER NIGHTS spent getting lost in the days of our youth with a few -great friends- .and. knowing that TOMORROW is a new day and you'll wake up and do it all over -again- **thats what i live for**

She’s a summer girl… she likes things simple ( Read more... )