i hope you wonder where i sleep at night while your kicking your ass for letting me go...*

Jul 17, 2006 05:30


Well im sitting here at 7 in the morning... i cant sleep and dont have anyone to talk to this early but jacob and i dont want to talk to him...

so this has basically been the weekend from HELL!!! and that is no understatement.
friday night i dont know really what all happened.. all i know is me and jamison broke up because of it.... he already has someone else...and im left with nothing... saturday me haley and clint went to waffle house at like 9... then to clean my car out... it was horrible... then goodys.. then to the lake... where i got flipped off the jet ski.... now my foot is all bandaged up and life couldnt get any better...jk. ..... so yesterday after dragging myself around the house feeling sorry for myself i decided i'd get out... so i went to my aunts and we went to rib country.. jamison calls and i really didnt see the point in why he called but he did... and i know i did some pretty rotten things to him... but this beats them all..i tell you that.....anyways.. im leaving around 11 to go to dalton with my aunt... i just need to stay busy and not think about things i guess.... idk but this is sooo damn... hell i dont even have a word for it.... and i dont even want to think about being with anyone else... i mean its like its not even an in consideration... i've come to far to go back now..and i wont because i dont feel the same... idk maybe something will come along and happen.... who knows... but im off this thing i've kind of forgotton about livejournal until now... well except the other day when meg left me the comment...lol.

well im out.
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