This lady (Mother) is wilding out because I took 10 bucks from her and claims that was the only thing she had. Meanwhile the other day I was fucking starving and she was going to work and had the fucking food stamp card which she takes with her everywhere and I ask for her to get me something before she leaves and her response is ''so! that's not ( Read more... )

OK SO IM MAD FUCKING BORED AND CONFUSED ABOUT MY JOB SITUATION... URGGH!!! WHY IS LIFE SO FUCKING COMPLICATED!!

 ::BURPS::

So yea it is now 5:17 in the fucking morning and im up smoking a cigarette MAD BORED.... There's No one online like TOTAL WACKNESS! So what has happened lately. Ummm... Me and my man Happy Happy! me looking for a new Job but yet went back to my old job today so at least ill have some dinero in my pocket. Everyone is mad wack now and days ( Read more... )

Ok so lately  my thoughts have been all into MONEY! money money money! I need money and many know that shit. I am tired of having to let ppl hook me up .... Don't get me wrong it's kool some people do that for me but there comes a point where it's uncomfortable. I feel as if I have to depend on that certain someone and its like URGGGH! fuck no man ( Read more... )

STeP InTo The NeVeR EnDIng HeaRTBreaK

Broken

See? The Tide Is Turning Now And I'm Fading, Fading
I Have No Excuses Anymore
This Is Where I Wanted To Be
You've Twisted Me Out From The Inside
And You've Hung Me In The Wind

You Are My Weakness
You May Be My Downfall

I'm Helpless As You Move Away
I Am Empty, Aimless
I Have No Illusions Anymore
They Just ( Read more... )

*FOR THY EYES ARE THE WINDOWS OF THY SOUL*

This distance, this disillusion
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you
Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity
For comfort
For solace
For the end of my broken heart
Completion
I’ll be waiting
For the end of my ( Read more... )

So the last two days pretty much were like DAMN MAN! I went out to learn how to drive the other day  and I came out feeling so fucking slow and shit cuz I kept fucking on the turns... Well dissapointing BOTTOM LINE .... I better fucking learn.  Today was crazy 4 me I found something dat might be and it Just tored me apart I still feel bad about ( Read more... )

Ok SO THIS MORNING OR LAST NIGHT W/E THE FUCK WAS TIRING AND BUGGED OUT BUT FUCKING FUN TO ME.... IT WAS LIKE I REMEMBER THESE DAYS WHEN ME... DENNIS... AND MOMO WOULD BE CHATTING TALKING MAD SHIT WHEN THEY USED TO GO OUT. IT WAS DEFENTLY KOOL. THE DAY B4 I WOKE UP AT 12 IN THE AFTERNOON AND EVER SINCE THEN DIDNT GO TO SLEEP TILL' 10 SOMETHING THIS ( Read more... )

Im seating in my couch had just finished watching that movie ''FLIGHT PLAN'' and BOOM this terrible feeling hits me like this huge anxiety in my chest... a slight headache out of nowhere... feeling of mad weakness I was like wtf? omg wtf is going on. I felt bad I go lay in my bed and I feel like a fucking feather like any minute I could've Just ( Read more... )

Well wats been happening lately.... My grandmother passed away.... SAD SAD SAD! I try not to think about it too much cuz it fucks with me.... I have a new BF..... My ex who was I so involved with is gone and GLAD he is... Used to be friend slept with EX and Exe's best friend. All 3 are trash and out my life and I AM CHILLING. New boyfriend so far ( Read more... )