Forward to tomorrow and my drive to ATL, I get to see William. Im so excited I cant wait. I asked him today if I bought tickets to the Black Eyed Peas concert in ATL if he wanted to go, he said yes. I have been doing ok, still have my times where I want to jump of a cliff. We have been talking everynight and some during the day. I am so thankful ( Read more... )

Well I have been doing better about this whole seperation that William and I are having. I guess it happened the other night when I asked of we could not discuss the past and what I did. Just look into the future, so I have been doing alot better. We talk everynight before I go to sleep. I am planning on driving down this Sat to spend some time ( Read more... )

I have ever had, today I was in the kitchen and started back thru the house and heard William sobbing. So I walked up the steps and got into the room and saw him crying and grabbed him and held him. We held each other for a while and hugged, holding each other tightly. I noticed DJ out in the parking lot hugging one if the guys that was here, ( Read more... )

Tonight I was helping William pack for his move and for some reason I was in a really good mood. I guess it is because I know that I will be there in a few weeks. I am both scared and anxious to move. I know what tomorrow has in store for me, I dont want to think about it. Tonight is the lastnight in the apartment for either of us, I am staying at ( Read more... )

So I have been going to the gym now for five weeks. At least 4 days a week, had to quit walking as much pulled a muscle in my foot. Still went to the gym though. I have quit Mountain Dews, and pretty much all fast food. So far I have lost 18 pounds and feel awesome. My attitude at work is still the same. Still trying to find a new job. No luck ( Read more... )