I posted this earlier in Live Secret. I thought I would also post here.

Last night you asked me what was wrong. I said nothing, that is a lie. When you asked me and I said nothing, I was fighting back tears. When we were eating and talking I might have acted like I was O.K. truth is I was not. I was crying on the inside. I know I told you that ( Read more... )

I have ever had, today I was in the kitchen and started back thru the house and heard William sobbing. So I walked up the steps and got into the room and saw him crying and grabbed him and held him. We held each other for a while and hugged, holding each other tightly. I noticed DJ out in the parking lot hugging one if the guys that was here, ( Read more... )

Tonight I was helping William pack for his move and for some reason I was in a really good mood. I guess it is because I know that I will be there in a few weeks. I am both scared and anxious to move. I know what tomorrow has in store for me, I dont want to think about it. Tonight is the lastnight in the apartment for either of us, I am staying at ( Read more... )