My grandfather had a stroke last week ( Read more... )

I dreamt my father was still alive ( Read more... )

There are no words to describe what I feel being with my sister and to hear her call me "my sister." It's too surreal. God answered my prayers when I asked to see family. I feel so out of touch with reality, where my life is going, and who I am since family isn't around to remind me where I came from.

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4th night in a row I've gone out drinking... tonight was extra special because it was with my sister. :)

I'm home by midnight. I get a full 9 hours of sleep. Gold star moment.

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My older siblings are my only connection to my father. They are the ones who remember most what it was like to grow up with him as a dad. I knew he was incredibly strict, you would be too scared to breathe around him. I know that fear once I stepped into work ( Read more... )

Just got off Skype with my half brother and his wife. So happy to see them and discuss when I can come to LA again.

So this trip really was just a vacation to be spanned over 2 months. I thought my aunt was gonna hook me up with a job either in her hospital or be some rich doctor's nanny and there would be a job waiting for me once I got here. Our communication was terrible and the job she originally had in mind for me didn't push through. That is when I started ( Read more... )

My mom's favorite hobby is to criticize me and make me feel like shit ( Read more... )

The next year of my life from this point is going to be a huge learning experience ( Read more... )

Life lesson about money learned. I learned it very well in the hardest way possible ( Read more... )