We broke up ( Read more... )

If I want this relationship to survive, I have to start practicing unconditional love by keeping no record of wrongs.

“Only love makes you that crazy. And that stupid.” - Stranger Things S1:E6I loved you, spending every last fiber of it in my heart. I didn’t think I had so much to spare, but there it was, all laid out before God ( Read more... )

Sometimes the things we truly desire, even unbeknownst to our conscience, can really fall in your lap ( Read more... )

I went through my email history and looked for everything I had sent Jason. I saw something I wrote back in 2011. This past year since he left for the army and it further strained our communication, I began questioning my sanity and rational thinking. Was this all in my head? Did I really love him all these years? Am I forcing something? And then I ( Read more... )

10/28 - it is Jason's birthday. He is 31. Since I didn't know if he could call me and I have no way of contacting him, I could only write him an email ( Read more... )

Jason called the other day. We spoke for over an hour. It was the first real breakdown I had since he left. He said so many wonderful things, and it made my heart hurt how his voice sounded when he said it, like a man who had nothing left but hope ( Read more... )

One of the reasons Jackson and I broke up was because we were growing up but growing in different directions. We met when I was 19 and then at 24, dfferent goals and a different outlook on life took precedence in our frame of mind ( Read more... )

Love knocks on your door. Different kinds of love will knock on your door trying to sell you something. They sell cookies, preach you a message, offer a service, maybe even drop off some lost mail. Sometimes love is a long lost friend come a' calling. Sometimes love is an annoying neighbor telling you your dog is barking too loud at night or your ( Read more... )

I feel God has answered my heart's greatest desires. I needed a friend, some really good listening ears, and 5 girl friends came forward randomly out of the blue. They all texted me within the same 24 hours, saying they were thinking of me and asked how I was.

First was Janelle, a galpha, and the one galpha I spend the most time with. She replied to ( Read more... )