Comments | coolbritts: last post for a while. I'm tired of fighting... and I'm tired of never winning and always losing

coolbritts

last post for a while. I'm tired of fighting... and I'm tired of never winning and always losing

Mar 27, 2007 17:03

First off Blue October's new Single is X-amount of words!! I am so pissed about this. I can't even stand listening to into the ocean now. Sigh. Hopefully everyone will hate it but they will make an awesome video for it ( Read more... )

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shape to mold cocoblondie March 28 2007, 08:22:46 UTC

You want something honest? You want someone to just come out and say something, Britany? Well it's just late enough in the night. It's just early enough in the morning. It's just fucking hot enough in this room. And I love you enough to be able to put it on the table ( ... )

(ctnd.) cocoblondie March 28 2007, 08:23:43 UTC

5) Try. Every time you would put yourself in some new direction to 'better yourself', I was waiting until you failed again. I don't mean that in some sick way that I wanted you to fail--far from it...but you choose directions with no destination. You want to stop doing heavy drugs. Okay, that's a good thing, but why? So you don't have *that* escape from your problems. Why? So you can confront them? Sure, that would seem to work if you knew exactly what your problems were, but it's impossible to box a shadow. You can't do this for friends. You can't do this for Jimmy, or your mom, or any of your family. You have to do this for you. And you have to want to. What is it that you don't like about yourself? I mean, what is it *exactly ( ... )

Re: (ctnd.) coolbritts March 28 2007, 15:17:59 UTC

I am going to be late to work but ( ... )

Re: (ctnd.) coolbritts March 28 2007, 15:21:26 UTC

And basically I have been pulling back because I want to be alone and because I feel out of place with you guys. Individually I am fine and can hangout with whoever. BUt when all four of us are together I just feel left out and out of place and uncomortable. I don't like that. And I am not angry because of it. I just would rather be comfortable at home then not be. And nobody ever realy cares so ya know.