It's 10:30 on a Friday night, I'm a living breathing citizen of Boston, and I'm stone cold sober in my dorm room. As this is making me crazy beyond all reason, I've decided that the next best thing is to update my LJ....how sad is that ( Read more... )

Love seems to me to be the most painful and perfect thing on this earth. Love will take the worst of days and make it a little bit sweet, and love will change everything you think about yourself, and love will leave you hardened and empty, a forgotten orange peel. But what scares me the most about love is the immediate absence you can feel when it ( Read more... )

I keep looking at the date and forgetting that this life is real ( Read more... )

Okay, so this is the most pissed I've been in a really long time. Congrats, Dad....give it a rest....this won't happen any more...have fun trying to read this when its friends only ( Read more... )

I think I'm so tired I'm blanking out. I keep not sleeping, and Ive got no idea why. Went to the dentist, have EIGHT cavity places to fll, wow, I win, and I hate everyone because I brush my teeth religiously and its just because of decalcification and deep grooves. Fuck teeth. Josh is cool, WICKED funny in a quiet kind of way. This weekend will be ( Read more... )

I'm becoming an MBNA drone again, and its making me a chain smoker. Jessie and I talked about it today when we were sucking on our ciggarettes on break. It's a fucked up feeling, hating your job so much but knowing that you need the money to just manage. I also hang out with Rae a lot more, which is flippin sweet. I swear, we are together every day ( Read more... )

Is it me dissapointing the world, or the world dissapointing me?

I'm starting to realize that I hate the constant reminders that the perfect life that you present to everyone around you is not as perfect to you. The best days of my life are being eaten by own demands.

The bugs are starting to swarm in the air, creating ominous clouds of dark movement. If I turn my head a tiny bit, I can still see the tantilizing light of day winking through the leaves. Over the other horizon, the first star is blinking on, but I know that that is really Venus. I'm wondering if wishing on planets counts. The water is dark and ( Read more... )

I figured that I had to write something to you here, because you read everything I write anyway, and you think all I do is write awful things about you. Well, I don't. Most of the time, I dont write anything of real importance as it is, let alone anything about my family. But now I'm going to, because the way i see it, this is the only way I can ( Read more... )

I started work today, it was a little bit ridiculous. But I had fun making faces at Ella and chatting with Hunter. I sit next to Justina and want to kill myself. Gave Rae a ride home and then ran over a curb on the way home. *pffffttt*, who knew it was there?

( For Zach )