well guys sry i couldnt talk to anyone since wednesday night, because i had to drive home from pennsylvania. then when i got home out i found out that my parents are fixing the computer so i dont have one. well i read chris' xanga when i got to liz's just like an hour in a half ago. it was hilarious. i can so picture everything that happened. well ( Read more... )

well today has been a chill day since yesterday i didnt feel well at all. i know i was an emotional rollercoaster yesterday but i really want to say thanks to liz, matt, britt burgh, and molly. They made me laugh at a time that I thought was bad. Today is my last day in Pennsylvania. I usually stay longer but this year lindsey has open house at odc ( Read more... )

ok. well how do i start this entry?? well let's say i freaked out. but like i said, i was preparing myself for the worst. i can't say it really ruined my day though. i didnt cry, i didnt dump anyone. its ok. but like it was fun acting 2 again. i cant remember everything that was funny. but im laughing at myself right now ( Read more... )

wow. its amazing how much emotion can run through you in one day. i checked my livejournal right before i left for my other gram's house, and i was delighted to see that chris and evan commented. so i wrote back to them and then checked chris' xange. i was SHOCKED. i mean honestly i was so happy, even though ive been sick. i woke up with this ( Read more... )

hey guys it is melissa. I have gotten some suggestions that I should keep writing in this thing. i have been seriously contemplating it. ok. here is the deal. if i get over 15 comments from atleast 9 different people, then i will still write in this thing. haha. this will be a hark task. but i am not getting enough feedback from more than like 5 ( Read more... )

After Evan said a few hurtful things (and deserved to be dumped), turns out we worked it out. Our first fight, and we worked it out. Healthy relationship, right ther. As for me, I talked all night on the phone with pigboy Evan, and every time hott girls Hayden and Lindsey tried to come into the room, I'd be like NO WAY! and i'd shove them out of ( Read more... )

This is my last entry everyone. Like I said I'm not gonna write anymore, I need to solve my problems outside of my livejournal and I don't necessarily feel I need a journal to express myself. I've grown out of this thing. I just wanted to say thanks for all the intersting comments on this thing. It's weird how much happens on livejournal. I love ( Read more... )

i just can't do this shit anymore. I'm sick of trying to stick up for myself. I also realized that I am done with this livejournal shit. I'm not writing anymore. One comment really really hurt me today. I'm not the one starting the drama, I try to fix it. I'm done. Thanks guys for making me feel like shit.

I took that from Conally's profile but it is the truth. Life is good right now. Everyone, read the edit I made to my last entry. I got a phone call from Liz, because her mom took her away from camp for a day. It was amazing to talk to her again. She gave me some advice that I am using to my advantage. She told me not to get dragged into drama. And ( Read more... )

I've been thinkin a lot these past few days and something just doesn't feel right. I know it's not like I don't like Evan or I'm gonna break up with him. I don't think it is him that I'm bugged about. I think that it's because chris has totally ignored me since the last time I talked to him, which I think was last Thursday. I keep calling and ( Read more... )