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I've been thinkin a lot these past few days and something just doesn't feel right. I know it's not like I don't like Evan or I'm gonna break up with him. I don't think it is him that I'm bugged about. I think that it's because chris has totally ignored me since the last time I talked to him, which I think was last Thursday. I keep calling and calling but he won't pick up. It's not like I like Chris it just he was a huge part of my life. He is like the bestest guy friend I ever had. To lose that is to lose one of your family members. I love Evan as my boyfriend but I need Chris to be my friend. I couldn't live without both of them emotionally. CHris and I have been through a lot together and I can't forget that. Evan is my boyfriend but he is not my problem. Chris you need to talk to me. I didn't think that this would affect you this much. You have to understand that I need Evan and you both. I want to say that you both are like the best things that ever happened to me. Please listen to what I have to say.
Love, Melissa Ann
Ok this is my new edit about the entry above. I read it and I thought how stupid I sounded. If he really were my friend he wouldn't create such drama and act so stupid about this. I realized that I have NO drama right now and I don't need him to start more. I thought he was my friend but friends don't do this to eachother. If he were to come running back to me I don't know if I could look him in the eye. Evan is the only guy right now that understands me and won't start drama. That is why I chose him over Chris. Yes, CHris I led you on but Evan took my heart and ran with it. Obviously I had to like him sooooooooooo much to have chosed him over you. I thought I could love you until he came along. I liked you more than anything. Now you took our friendship for granted. THen I find out that you make out with lindsey right after she broke up with Brandon. Isn't that kinda hypocritical???? Think it over, Chris. Do you want to be my friend or are you gonna act like this for the rest of your life????
Love, Melissa Ann
Ok this is my new edit about the entry above. I read it and I thought how stupid I sounded. If he really were my friend he wouldn't create such drama and act so stupid about this. I realized that I have NO drama right now and I don't need him to start more. I thought he was my friend but friends don't do this to eachother. If he were to come running back to me I don't know if I could look him in the eye. Evan is the only guy right now that understands me and won't start drama. That is why I chose him over Chris. Yes, CHris I led you on but Evan took my heart and ran with it. Obviously I had to like him sooooooooooo much to have chosed him over you. I thought I could love you until he came along. I liked you more than anything. Now you took our friendship for granted. THen I find out that you make out with lindsey right after she broke up with Brandon. Isn't that kinda hypocritical???? Think it over, Chris. Do you want to be my friend or are you gonna act like this for the rest of your life????