Hi, I'm Bella

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been driving. it's relaxing, relieving. and since it's december and the moon likes to show up hours earlier than summer months, the nightdrives are particularly the best and most anticipated times of the week for me ( Read more... )

only wiser, stronger.

i want to come back here again. i need to.

something feels broken ( Read more... )

Thursdayalex and i see each other every other day after school at starbucks. well sometimes before school is even over coz i skip class and leave during lunch. like always, it started out with eye contact. then smiles. a wink here and there. the first time we talked i asked him for a smoke and took a sip from his iced green tea. he has, literally, ( Read more... )

wtf did i used to talk about before drugs ( Read more... )

drugs.

blaze everyday.

roll every weekend. ecstasy. ecstasy.

rollercoaster. ups and downs. ups and downs. hazy, lost, faded, hazy hazy clouded everyday.

we are all. in our own world. now. we are. i am. i love everyone. i feel incredibly alone.

it's my birthday tomorrow.
love you guys.
<3

did i mention i moved to a new school? yeah well, i'm officially a new student at Cypress High. we actually have lockers there, unlike my previous schools, so that's cool. everyone's nice i guess. different, in a way i can't really explain. but they're nice. i met Danielle, like on the first day. she's my only good friend there so far. and we meet ( Read more... )

for this one, i'm just gonna fill you guys in on what's been goin' down with the males in my life for the past, what, 2 and a half months? yeah. ugh. so sorry bout bein a procrastinating ass again. eh. weeks have been crazy.
ps. so sorry for being such a whore too btw, in advance.ughh.
i'm a self-centered slut i know.

• Quentin finally visited--round ( Read more... )

i've been high for each day of last week ( Read more... )