Now i am working at Bobby's deli and i love it...i love being somewhat in charge. I thought it was gonna be weird working w/ nishawn, but it's not, it's actually really fun ( Read more... )

so me and aisling were supposed to go out tonight, and then when she calls me back she tells me she has nothing to talk to me about, that she will come see the deli w/ me and thats it...doesnt she know that she is my heart that i dont want anyone but her, that i know what an asshole i was? i dont ever cry and i cant stop right now, all i want to do ( Read more... )

Sometimes i find myself being very naive...but after stepping back and looking around for real these are things that i have realized ( Read more... )

After aisling left the club the other night i had not spoken to her so two nights ago i decide to call her and see what was up, how come everyone else in her life can get fucked up but it's a problem when i do it. So i call, i end up telling her that she is the love of my life, that i would do anything for her, that the love i have for her will ( Read more... )

i really dont know what to think anymore about anyone...maybe i trust to easily, maybe i just let people walk all over me when i think i am being nice. People just turn out to be completely different when they come out of their face. Maybe a dozen people from highschool, along with a few friends ive made along the way proved to be real people ( Read more... )

so ive been to albany twice in two days...me lil and nick went sunday night to pick aimee up, then me and lil drove her back last night. both nights were interesting. it hasnt been long enough to even retell the story, i really dont have to bc not many people read this that werent there ( Read more... )

So my anxiety took over and as my two readers know i told allison how i felt and i got rejected for the first time in my life. And now i am so confused i dont know what to do so i call the ex to go get some ass and that just makes me feel worse when i thought it would make me feel better. I figured i would go see ais and it would take my mind off ( Read more... )

So i told Allison that i have feelings for her and it may just have been the worst decision of my life. She is my best friend that was hooking up w/ me and somewhere along the line i fell in love w/ her. I had to tell her though, i like to be honest and up front w/ people...and it was killing me inside. I figured that if i didnt tell her soon i ( Read more... )

even though aisling is a fucking cockwhore and ditched me for the cop test this morning allison woke up and took the ride w/ me incase i got lost and cried like a little bitch...anyway the test was mad easy..
im gonna go get a tattoo tonight so ill talk to you clowns later....

i worked all god damn day at the deli and now i am going to marios to deliver fucking pizza's...if i wasnt so broke id just pass out for 4 hours, but since nothing ever works out for me i guess im going to work ( Read more... )