Babydoll bought me rollerblades! been waiting a year and some, Im totally wobbly and all over the place but really happy nonetheless ( Read more... )

I'm healed ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

Cant say my jumping into the new year was the way id imagined but i guess its just a test to see if ill continue to be a wuss or buck up get real and tough and happy this year.

got an angry kiss at midnight but its better than no kiss.

chopping my locks tmrw.

i want to forgive
i want to let go
i want to be healthy

active
social
loving
fearless and ( Read more... )

Good morning ( Read more... )

Hello! wow 2007 huh, ive decided to write in this thing again. And honestly it may not be everyday but i feel like it might stick for a while. if anyone reads this bunk still WELCOME ME HOME?

I cant remember everything thats happened since august 2007 but ill try to fill in major points

never got to school, did get those nipple piercings, a ( Read more... )

FUCK

like... people
and shit that people do
even the shit i do
because its actually really annoying.

fuck you
and fuck you
and fuck everybody
and all the things youre doing thats driving me insane.

fuck psycho boys
stranglers
molesters
rapists
fuck drunk pre teens
giggling 
and screaming
and being all fucking scene.
fuck silly pseudo lovestruck boys
sweet
ass
bullshit

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shit happens.
lots to me apparently.
but i think im okay.

and i really didnt think id be.
finished the week before finals in a numb happy state of mind.
finished finals week totally great,
with a few bittersweet moments but mostly great, hanging out, minimal school.

adventures have happened, connections made.
last friday was a blast. 4 hour dancing. ( Read more... )

so ive sucked at update lately anyway
but im taking more of a break so...

you dont like slackers on your list
defriend me now :]

WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO DO WITH LOVE?

no problem
no problem
can you say pms?
yes its for real
yes it feels awful

i am tears
i am anger
i am having a hell of a time trying to keep off an extra 5 pounds with all the shit i cant stop myself from drowning my sorrows in.

BLAH BLAH BLAH
vile.

im a freakin jekyll and hyde show.
lovelove