Even in my dreams I keep things realistic ( Read more... )

and sometimes i trade inhibitions for it all ( Read more... )

i competed in front of FIFTY THOUSAND people this past weekend!!! The whole cross country was a galloping lane with people on either side.

i have never done anything so addicting in my life.

the adrenaline is unreal.

50 fucking thousand people.

and Mr. trancey pants - he jumped a double clear.

intermediate here we come!

emotions are so overrated ( Read more... )

i was looking though my photobucket.....god how things change....
honestly prolly 100 pictures over the past year. i never knew how much my hair changed....or how skinny i was when i was sick (see the pic with blake)....or how dorky we all can be (will i love u)... i love u guys!

so here goes, hope you arent on dial-up( Read more... )

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i fell down got up today
my knees are bleeding healing
i cant walk can crawl ( Read more... )

( if you can read this you are one of a very very few people i am letting see my posts. they r useless babbling anyways, but please keep them to yourself and not share with others. matt you specifcally are the only one of peopl i know at home. )

( another day in the life i cant remember or forget )