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and sometimes i trade inhibitions for it all.
one boy calls explaining how over me he is at 3am, and by 345 he wants to know why it cant work out. its been over a year, he should move on.
another i felt calm towards goes and tries to tie me down. did no one tell him i will only break free and walk away?
and the other, always the other. still the other. he still keeps me interested. he lets me know hes mine without letting me win. he keeps me around without keeping me suffocated. and hes moving to new orleans in april. how long will we play with each other? it will never be anything more than it never was. but we laid diagonally in bed for two hours last night wrapped in each other and not saying a word. i could breathe without feeling pressure.
the partner - hes wonderful. hes always wonderful. today we performed perfectly, he didnt miss anything. and he set me free. everyday, everyday he lets me fly.
the best friend is doing well, she is alone now in the aisles of walmart.
two men make me feel right now. one takes me to true happiness and freedom everyday, while the other leads me into the dark closet of lust and passion. and he makes me smile. they both rub my emotions in their hands as if they were found on the ground.
one boy calls explaining how over me he is at 3am, and by 345 he wants to know why it cant work out. its been over a year, he should move on.
another i felt calm towards goes and tries to tie me down. did no one tell him i will only break free and walk away?
and the other, always the other. still the other. he still keeps me interested. he lets me know hes mine without letting me win. he keeps me around without keeping me suffocated. and hes moving to new orleans in april. how long will we play with each other? it will never be anything more than it never was. but we laid diagonally in bed for two hours last night wrapped in each other and not saying a word. i could breathe without feeling pressure.
the partner - hes wonderful. hes always wonderful. today we performed perfectly, he didnt miss anything. and he set me free. everyday, everyday he lets me fly.
the best friend is doing well, she is alone now in the aisles of walmart.
two men make me feel right now. one takes me to true happiness and freedom everyday, while the other leads me into the dark closet of lust and passion. and he makes me smile. they both rub my emotions in their hands as if they were found on the ground.