Fuck the last few weeks have been busy, but it seems like things are starting to calm down. Orlando's announcment has caused near fucking rioting to break out in the streets. He'd better rethink that because if anyone comes to take Chris....just no fucking way. He's mine.

Switching to day's has been rough. I'm still used to being up all night. Taking Chris out now, I have to be even more careful that no one suspects. We've decided to have Josh and Brandon over. There has to be a way to change the system. If what Norman told Chris is true, Vin might be able the only one that can find a way.

Despite the succession, things have been quiet, but it feels like the calm before the storm. I think I'm going to head out early and spent the evening with Chris. Holding him in my arms makes me feel more solid, more real. I need that right now.

Chris wants to sub for me, I mean seriously sub. Not playacting, not for a scene, but completely. I don’t know if I can hold him in balance. I’ve seen the look in his face when he goes too far and I don’t know how I would handle seeing it again and knowing that I put it there ( Read more... )

( Merry Christmas )

With two of the leaders of our settlement having vanished

*stands in the doorway watching Chris sleep*

*finishes getting ready for work, kisses him softly and leaves the house smiling*

Chris has my collar now. I can see him reading quietly while I sit here typing. I have never been so proud or felt so loved. I think I need to get together with Josh and Brandon soon. There has to be something I can do. I know we'll have to be careful, we can't afford to let the other Cits know. There are too many who like things the way they

*watches Chris making breakfast*

I am going to take him to get his collar today...wonder if I should tell him before we leave or not.

( when muns are bored...pups switch to chat )