quiet thoughts.
Chris wants to sub for me, I mean seriously sub. Not playacting, not for a scene, but completely. I don’t know if I can hold him in balance. I’ve seen the look in his face when he goes too far and I don’t know how I would handle seeing it again and knowing that I put it there.
I know I will do it. How could I not if it’s something he needs? It’s going to require so much awareness to the subtleties of his behavior. I only hope I can manage it.
I know I will do it. How could I not if it’s something he needs? It’s going to require so much awareness to the subtleties of his behavior. I only hope I can manage it.