It's strange how perfectly the stars can line up during the darkest days.

SILENT FILM 
a prompt for you to dream closer to me.

i.
Listen to this,
I'm channeling my daydreams into tangible forms of goodbyes,
the kind I would snicker at when I think no one else is looking,
but also the sort I want the most;
hear:

ii.
"I'm left dying on the sidewalk due to some mundane circumstance
and you hold my hand,
and say something I can no ( Read more... )

Wasabi
Andrea Gibson

The plan was to play hard to get, that's right.
I wasn't just gonna go giving myself away, I'm no easy catch.
Can you really see me in fishnets? No.
I always found myself slipping out the holes,
swimming back out to sea.
I'd never been anybody's sushi roll.
But she, has lips like wasabi.
My eyes water every time we kiss.
Makes me wish we ( Read more... )

I want to do a study where I shadow a regular individual 24/7 and blend into the shadows in the perspective of my subject. I have this weird theory that the loss of identity doesn't only pertain to the way you view yourself, but how easily it is to be disregarded or sidelined.

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what is the threshold for feeling
where weariness threatens to capsize

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for the darkness only serves to vacuum (my) beginnings ( Read more... )

Recently, I've been overcome by a series of nightmares which outrun me repeatedly every time I allow myself to drift off to sleep. It's a kaleidoscope of people I know and love, twisted into terrifying proportions and perspectives against me, and the most simple concepts of trust and affection corrupted by paranoia and subconscious disgust. It's ( Read more... )

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Eloquentia, disquiet, aggravation, a little too much silence
and then, quite suddenly
(white) noise.
I can't
remember.

My mediocrity is driving me crazy.

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Ehe, somehow, I'm back! My fever has finally burnt off, leaving me with only my throat infection and a terrible sore throat to bear, but heh, that's nothing! I'd take this over that awful headache I had for a week in a row anytime.

I somehow managed to drag myself to my MDA interview yesterday, too! I initially planned to postpone it, but the person ( Read more... )