SILENT FILM 
a prompt for you to dream closer to me.

i.
Listen to this,
I'm channeling my daydreams into tangible forms of goodbyes,
the kind I would snicker at when I think no one else is looking,
but also the sort I want the most;
hear:

ii.
"I'm left dying on the sidewalk due to some mundane circumstance
and you hold my hand,
and say something I can no ( Read more... )

I want to do a study where I shadow a regular individual 24/7 and blend into the shadows in the perspective of my subject. I have this weird theory that the loss of identity doesn't only pertain to the way you view yourself, but how easily it is to be disregarded or sidelined.

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what is the threshold for feeling
where weariness threatens to capsize

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for the darkness only serves to vacuum (my) beginnings ( Read more... )

Eloquentia, disquiet, aggravation, a little too much silence
and then, quite suddenly
(white) noise.
I can't
remember.

My mediocrity is driving me crazy.

lost
in translationWe dream of musty horse carriage goodbyes of the princes ( Read more... )

late night hypophrenia reruns
all i see is static

There's a silent sort of sadness
Which takes root at an unfound core of your pulse,
Spreading a black widow's web (invisible) around your limbs
Criss-crossed, tangling, falling,
Crashing inwards into a fallout.

I can't remember when
I lost the feeling in my fingertips,
Or when my knee started shuddering ( Read more... )

but well
i have been pretty much living in my head lately

so many possibilities: of hesitating doctor appointments and cancer diagnosis that come with the package, falling surgery knives but oddly, more significantly, quivering leather coin pouches. but there's also empty cream walls (you won't be missed) but no peeling wallpaper. new rooms aren't ( Read more... )

a case of (pointless) attestation
but too little consequence

Your name is pretentious,
you tell me one day,
the edges of each letter weave superfluously around my tongue,
writing itself out with disconcerting tranquility in my spiteful handwriting,
looking too sensible to pass off as a scribble on my lazy dog-eared lecture notes,
creeping between ( Read more... )