hottest day in forever and i'm inside--that's fine.

avoiding the 101-but-feels-like-113-F weather--perfect.

the rolling blackout we were never told about turning into a power outage-- rly. okay. thanks. i'll just sit in my living room and nap and spend time with my family? awkward.

power comes back on almost five hours later and then disappears again ( Read more... )

summer is no longer my favorite season n____n

 My mom and I are sick. KIND OF PITIFUL BUT THE TRUTH. And I feel terrible because this was my fault lololodfsjhkjdshkjsdh ):

Also, facebook jailed me again. uhuhuhuhu

wae

cooking is my hobby this summer. that and sleeping in which leads to avoiding going to the gym lolololol i am such a waste of space that keeps gaining weight ( Read more... )

sure i'm happy that i went through all of that but jfc i'd be so much better off right now if i didn't.

i wake up depressed, i go to sleep depressed, i don't want to talk to people nor see their conversations because i can't suppress my stupid selfish tendencies to want to complain and whine (seriously i want to be happy for you but i feel cheated ( Read more... )

Wasn't expecting that, for one ( Read more... )

my eyelids are heavy and drooping with exhaustion right now, probably from all the fitblrs i've chosen to read over detailed accounts about the korean war and international relations history in general. fitblrs-- good for your self-esteem, detrimental to your efforts to achieve As in all your classes

college life? uneventful, aside from the fleeting ( Read more... )

i have spent the past (almost) week laying in bed, barely eating, avoiding my studies, and being generally antisocial ( Read more... )

When it snows, I'd rather not shovel. Don't get me wrong, menial labor for the sake of ensuring that my neighbors don't slip and get a concussion does not bother me one bit.

It's silly, but I feel as if I'm shoveling happiness away. Snow, for the first seventeen years of life (if one grows up in a place that experiences all four seasons) signifies ( Read more... )

Today, I looked into the mirror without consciously averting my eyes from my reflection. I've been avoiding it recently because simply looking in the mirror tends to put a damper on my mood ( Read more... )