one thousandth entry hay
Wasn't expecting that, for one.
This semester I've been increasingly anti-social relative to fall semester, which was a whirlwind of new faces and potential friendships, most of which have turned into acquaintance...ships. I wonder if that's a word.
But today, as I studied for my IR midterm with a fellow IR major that I usually dance with, I realized how much I miss getting to know people and things of that nature. And how I miss people teaching me history-- seriously, the Marshall Plan makes more sense when you have a friend explaining it to you within some sort of lulzy context.
I also showed him the tornado that is my life which I have let wreak havoc in my room. Midterms = messy room for me, haha. The state of my room is a parallel to my mental state orz
There is something about my entire crew. Something that makes it so easy for us to sit down and have really long, cathartic heart-to-hearts and that is why I freaking love them so much despite the trouble we're going through right now.
Which subsequently made me realize that even though I need to put more effort into my friendships (with my crew and with other people in general ie I just saw a friend I haven't really talked to since last semester and I gave him a two minute hug /o/), I've been blessed with an amazing family who gets closer every minute we spend together.
This semester I've been increasingly anti-social relative to fall semester, which was a whirlwind of new faces and potential friendships, most of which have turned into acquaintance...ships. I wonder if that's a word.
But today, as I studied for my IR midterm with a fellow IR major that I usually dance with, I realized how much I miss getting to know people and things of that nature. And how I miss people teaching me history-- seriously, the Marshall Plan makes more sense when you have a friend explaining it to you within some sort of lulzy context.
I also showed him the tornado that is my life which I have let wreak havoc in my room. Midterms = messy room for me, haha. The state of my room is a parallel to my mental state orz
There is something about my entire crew. Something that makes it so easy for us to sit down and have really long, cathartic heart-to-hearts and that is why I freaking love them so much despite the trouble we're going through right now.
Which subsequently made me realize that even though I need to put more effort into my friendships (with my crew and with other people in general ie I just saw a friend I haven't really talked to since last semester and I gave him a two minute hug /o/), I've been blessed with an amazing family who gets closer every minute we spend together.