Trust is something that I don't have anymore. It's getting so much easier to expect the negative side of things. Like knowing what the fucks going to happen, I knew my dating situation wasn't going to last, and I knew that everything I plan gets fucked. I am too fucking nice sometimes and most of the time I want to kill something because I just don ( Read more... )

My girlfriend broke up with me and I only seen her once. I'll never understand girls...by saying the words "let's just be friends." That makes guys more angry and full of rage than anything else, because you just ripped out their heart and now you want to be friends? Fuck that ( Read more... )

How to keep a relationship interesting ( Read more... )

I am off for three days! So that means I have to do some pr work for the band. This year hasn't been to productive. Well, in the way that I wanted it to be. I still need to get some things together if I want to be called a young adult. Like my drivers license and possibly an IRA roth bank account. If I open that up then my interest for my money ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't updated in a long time on this thing. So what's been going on lately? Nothing much just the usual crap of having to, go to work, practice for nothing, and dream the rest of the night away. Dreams are my only escape from myself and this life of regret and failure. If things are meant to happen for a reason. Then why am I left alone on ( Read more... )

No matter how many times you confess your heart to someone you can never know what they truly feel about you. In the back of your mind your thinking that your a joke and being foolish enough to believe that they even have any regard of you or feelings towards you what so ever. In short, love like justice is blind and unfair. Looks matter more than ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. ( Read more... )

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I guess I will never really understand females and their constant needs and secrets. Sometimes I wonder how do some people do it? The endless game of deceiving and receiving to each other in a routine ballet of fluid exchange. Maybe I don't have what it takes to sell myself to the opposite sex. Is this market cornered by a certain group? Could it ( Read more... )

It's that time again! Time for another gig and another round of bullshit. I am still looking for a job I applied at over 20 places, yet no answer from any of those cock grabs. Charles has a girlfriend now and stuff. Eli has a girl who wants to take him out back and rock the world. I am just alone as usual, but that's okay. Looks don't matter when ( Read more... )